Love Pastor Eddie's message on Sunday.
he was talking about how if you haven't finished keep elevating until you get there.
It was amazing because it might have been the first time in a long time that I have heard in preach and just listening to him made me see his potential and how he has grown spiritually. Also made me sad about all that division because it made me realise that someone's been lying all this time...very sad.
Going back to Pastor Eddy's message I think the highlight of it was him talking about how God put you there to be his weapon or agent of change to fully realise your God given potenial wherever you are and start living in it because that the only way people are going to get saved, by looking at you.
The world needs us to get ourselves together and start living our God given purpose so that people can start seeing and wanting and asking and coming to God.
The other this that he said that made me laugh was enough leaving...leave here , leave this, leave that, enough already and just elevate yourself in God and elevate Jesus in your life and let him handle it.
When he prayed for me he said I needed to feel God again, hear God, see God in it and just trust him. Walk with him and let him lead.
I did that last night twice and it was a real good adrenalin rush.
Yes I complain that I spent on God after dad made us go here and all but I love him and spending on him regardless made me happy and giving that chance to go out of the house was even better.
So God led us to lovu to the Pillai's and it was a good time albeit small.
Also gave me the chance to bump into Tieri again and I know it was appointed because well they still don't have a church so here's to praying for them that they connect to ours and actually step foot into it to be changed.
Yes the church is in bad condition, all that sewer water along the front lawn makes me embarassed to invite people and even make me walk.
I was looking at it yesterday during prayer and I saw poverty.
I don't have an explanation to why but it was saddening just looking at the state of it.
Maybe the leaders are more concerned about filling their pockets and tummies to be concerned that the place that we're giving God the chance to come and commune with us is filthy, maybe its a reflection of the spirituality of the church reflecting in the natural.
I don't know all I know is its gloomy, stinky, poverty looking and theres a very strong need for a change, whether in the church or in the venue itself or both I don't have an answer for just yet.
but I'm thankful that God provided me with the confirmation I needed. I believe if the church and espeically change is to grow it will only grow through connect groups and visitations. If none of that happens than really there is no growth.
I like what Eddy(Pastor Eddy) that is said about work. Work work. You've gotta work. There is a huge portion in the believing but there's an even bigger portion in putting things into action and working.
It was a good message and a good day. I think I will never be able to think about Keith again withought thinking about his opinion of whats gonna happen in Lovu in March....haha...the idiot...but I will miss him if he goes.
