Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Kind Reminder

This work had been done with the help of our God.' Nehemiah 6:16 NIV

I found this verse today and I must say it was a great reminder that if I am anything today its because of God. If I am to get anything or have anything done or if there is something I need it will only be done because of and through God. A kind reminder that it is all because of him so here I am today putting this situation with our passports, the situation with the need for us to apply for our visas now, the finances, the dates everything into his hands and asking him to take care of it but most importantly trusting that he is God, he is able, he is for me and he will take care of it. Right down to the problems of the auto login that I am having. Only by him will I be able to get it sorted. only because of him. Reminds me of that preaching from a few weeks ago in Psalms 118 - Lord you are good and your mercy endures forever. Reading it one time means its important but having it repeated numerous times in a verse teaches us the need to be constantly reminded of God's goodness and constantly reminded of his mercy and an allusion to trusting him for our good. 
one other thing that I am learning for the reading today is that even though Nehemiah prayed and God answered, it took 52 long years before the wall was actually built. That should say alot of answered prayers and growth in leadership and perseverance and waiting on God to move. Something I need to apply in my life. 

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Its been a month

Its been a month since my last post. A very stressful, full of changes month but a month nontheless. A month since uncle Dinesh's passing, a month since mum and dad went and came back from New Zealand. A month since aji's one year. A lot happens in a month. I completed and released the the cm project. We've signed up some new clients and for some reason the auto link page stopped working. Even though I keep stressing with Resonline that we haven't done any changes on our end and the only changes that took place was on their end but sigh....ok breath....thinking out loud here...time to just pray and hand it over to God.
A month since Jini and I had that tiff where she completely stopped talking to me. In a month its been decided and about to happen that she will be going to look after aunty Kamal. In a month's time we are supposed to be at a wedding in NZ but I can't seemed to get the papers together to get it sent and processed. A month ago I was waiting for Lily's wedding which is now next week. A month ago we were going in and out of Natabua for Sunday night tea then I found out they were practically talking about us the minute we walked out of there. Now I'm just keeping my distance. Took me two weeks to release and walk away from it but there was all that anger and hurt and unforgiveness that I had to deal with. A lot can happen in a month. What will it be like one month from today? I wonder!